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Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Ever since that time....

This might sound weird to the others, but I feel like super strange when people around you already different than you imagine. Some already married, having kids... yet I remain the way who I am.

Yet, my real wish is to erase my memories of my past to make sure I'm moving on with my life. Even though it's just an impossible wish. Everything, almost everything feels like pure emptiness on myself since I'm not the kind that takes on someone else's opinions unless it's serious.

About love, I'll skip on that since I'm not bothered with it after what happened during studying years(yes, I made that big mistake). I decided to quit finding my other half to pursue my own happiness and my family instead. But of course, I've already gave up on my happiness (lol).