Final resolution before moving to the new year...

=3 Move on to the new leaf
=3 Try not to get picked up too much (or known as Hair-Trigger Temper)
=3 Deal with my other selves (Kagura, Sakura, Kisa, Agito......)
=3 Stop being selfish (if I do have one)
=3 Strive better on the final semester
=3 Get what you desire most in degree
=3 Making up with all my friends
=3 Admit that I do love someone ( =.= )
=3 Reduce my life points in half
=3 Continue on my novel writing
=3 Manage the mood swings
=3 Stop thinking that "I'm lonely"
=3 Spend wisely
=3 Put a better relationship with my parents
=3 Draw a new manga/work on the current series, Unlucky Sixteen
=3 stop despairing

Back to my past.... (huh?)

Hm, seems like I keep reminiscing through my past life, and it sucks. I do have my jerkass side, and it's not that pretty. So, this might be my 'tsun' side (either Kagura or Sakura) and I tend to lash out a bit too much.

Gah, I have to control myself next time Dx

Yeah, you heard me right? Go away.

If I'm the type who always stubborn, let me go. If those words meant is care and concern, I listened it silently. Don't even think that I never care those words. Just because I have such coldness from outside, you simply throw out every single word the way you like. Mean and uncaring, I dare you to say it many times before I do get overly serious and killing my old self. Do you like it? Oh yes, you will love it when I turned into a complete monster.

And yes, I do get moody in a few times. I would write to vent my anger away. I wish I could put this into a novel I'm currently attempted to write.

If something like this do happen to me........ O_________________o

Lonely rain...

My heart feels empty whenever it rains. Why I would react so badly to rain? Even though I used to be one with them. I want to cry, but not even a shed of tear would fall down on my cheeks. Only rain become my tears.

The sky....is crying all the times. But every grey cloud has a silver lining. Every despair will always have hope to return it.

Betrayal?

Lately, I feel like being betrayed by someone.......

Not that much, really.

=.=

Meh, I don't really care if I was betrayed. Since I will keep on the way I am. No matter what happens.

Because I won't be shaken over something like this. Ever.