Pagi yang cerah.......tak!

Aku dapat rasakan yang situasi di atas menggambarkan keadaan sebenar diri aku. Nampak sgt yg aku dah semakin moody dan agak ganas........whatever, kurang2 xde la rasa terganggu sgt perasaan tu.....

PANDAI LA KO, EMO JE LEBIH WOI! AKU TAU YG KO TENGAH RUNSING PASAL SESEORANG NIE!!!


?@#$%#$%^&)^*#$*@#@#!#@!!!!!

Erm, memang tgh runsing pasal seseorang nie, tp dia dah xde, malas nak fikir...... so aku mau cari sesuatu yg boleh hilangkan perasaan nie, kalo tak lg teruk nanti sampai study dah mcm x study...............

Current reaction for now:

Baik korang pergi main jauh2 sebelum aku hempuk dengan............

Hujung minggu yg indah.....

Sebab apa aku cakap mcm tu?

Aku gi KLCC dgn kawan2 kolej aku(ke Petrosains je pun). Kadang2 best jugak keluar ramai2(cuma Mira je x dpt ikut sebab kekurangan bajet je) Boleh tahan gak la tempat tu, tp syg 4 jam x habis meneroka satu Petrosains tu. Tambah lak, Mirul nak gi kolej untuk sokong kontijen kitorang and naik ERL terus gi Salak Tinggi. Memang time tu sgt penat + sengal + mengantuk. Tapi syok la tgk band and nyanyian solo tu. Balik rumah terus tido(mandi dulu la wei!)

And for Sunday, not much things happen except completing tutorials, lab reports and the hell of everything need to be done. Huh.....online pun byk sgt distraction T_T Aku tersgt la malas smpi nak tido je sepanjang masa............

Amik gambar kat cermin tiada penghujung......(berapa jauh lg la......)
Harap2 hp kali ni x kena curi lg......(huhuhu)

Crazy week and month

Oh great, there's a culture festival and it's between the teams. I should consider myself lucky for not participating(hope they're not going to drag me at sports ;_; Especially formation marching) There's a lot of assignments have to be done, 2 lab reports, tutorials and sorts. Gah, this'll going to drive me more than insanity.

And nonetheless, my activity in forums, social networks, slightly increasing when there's too much status to read(I don't think I would read that), playing games and interacting with all the members like Plushie, Shion, Mew and such. Well, a little break won't really affect my studies, isn't it?

This weekend, my friends planned to going out somewhere good, like seeing miracles of science and marine life.

To my besties......Rie-chan, Sagi-chan and Lavender-san.

If I didn't message you guys like than I usually do, I'm really sorry. I never meant to do that since you know, college life does made us forget something important in our life. When we go to somewhere distant, we tend to make new friends, new clique or whatsoever it is. But never let them break our bonds of friendship.

Really missed you guys much that I wanna give bear hugs. Ever since we move to own paths, life's been much more different than in school. This might sound childish, but if we can turn back time once again, we could have fun and enjoy the days.......

If I left you guys earlier than expected, I feel thankful for everything we had done together *sobs* Time will keep ticking, like unstoppable flow of river. When time stops, everything around the Earth will stay still. When time skips, we will miss everything important around us. I want to cherish all of these moments.

From left to right: Rie, Sagi, me and Lavender(a tribute to us)

Luv you guys all~ :3 From your mommy,

Kagura Hime

Unexpected day....and never be forget.

I thought it would be fun to going out last night, but it ended up into a tragedy. My friend and I got hit in with an accident, the car crashed but nobody's got seriously injured. Except I nearly got flung out of the car during the the emergency brake.(thankfully, I just got hit to the front seat. I wonder if I got through the window, no one could even imagine that.)

And still,I feel bad to Mira who drives the car. I really want to help her to settle this problem. My other friends were shocked hearing the news, they immediately came to see if both of us okay. Thank you my friends, for concerning us even during bad time.

Tsundere, Yandere, Yangire and Dandere?

Before you guys ask what's with the weird words there, I'll explain what does it mean:

Tsundere- Looks rather cold and rough-talking from the outside, but kind and sweet from the inside. In several times, the person might show two different sides of this. Not really bad for me.

Yandere- Hard to explain, but once the person falls after a person he/she likes, they won't let go of the person or might do something crazy/scary in order to keep it by him/herself. And desperate enough to know whatever he/she likes(sort of stalker O_O )

Yangire- Innocent and cute from the outside, but once you hit the berserk button, only heaven knows what's going to happen next. They'll become super scary, crazy and oh noes, might kill too :o

Dandere- Simple explanation, this person might look normally quiet and silent, once you get close to him/her, the person become talkative and cheerful if you know what they like or found out their true color.

There are several parts of my personality fits for this 'dere' category ^_^

Kagura- Yandere(less obvious but she fits better to Tsundere)
Sakura- Tsundere
Agito- Yangire
Kisa- Dandere
Hime-All of the above(but mostly dandere and yangire :P )

Kanashimi no melody......

What happens if....your original self gradually disappearing? Like the times you like reading manga, slowly attracted with makeup and beauty? When anime become one of your favorite shows, replaced by seeing talk shows. And the worst part, quiet, serenity and cold heart is one of your trait, slowly changed when someone special appears towards you....turns into cheerful, sweet and talkative.

I can only cry inside my pained heart with all the changes happening to me. Probably when everything's turn upside down, I'm no longer find my true self. Why I can't keep being myself anymore? Does it have related with influence to everyone? Or when you fawn over someone else? It's still a mystery......

My final wish....is I don't want to lose my old self again....